Thursday, December 27, 2007
alright, with some wisdom from somewhere, i finally realized why this blog PMS once in awhile.
you could reconcile it to my stupidity/not being observant. :)
as i reflect through this entire year, i would say throughout my 19 years on earth, it has surely been one that i have learn much. May it be about social norms, stress, knowledge, physically, relationships, cultures, politics, leadership, myself and all. Gosh, a whole load of stuff for me man. :) However, this is not meant to be an emotional post or whatever. :)
alright, for the past few days i have been catching up with many friends in my life from different life stations. Come to think of it, the thought of the number of different life stations i have as a student is horrendous. Different class, different cliques, and different friends. Been through many classes, i could say that i have friends from a vast social-economic background. Well, i am not certain how good it is. But i must say that through all these friends, i have learn much. The political side to the personal and all. Once again, i thank God for such friends in my life. How on earth did i deviate to this topic? Alright, i celebrated my Christmas eve with north, YK and his group plus Melvin. Tried baking, but i think it was rather CMI. But i don't care. At least, i know how to bake now. :) Spent my Christmas with Denies, friends and her family. Gosh, her mum seriously can cook. Well, this is the first time i come across people giving red packets during Christmas. :) Then i spend my day today with north c, and my secondary school classmates and friends. Fantastic. :) The next few days would be interesting.
Oh yeah, had a unit celebration with North C today. I would say that the team led by Xue Yong did a fantastic job. We have basket of cookies. The food was overwhelming. Goodness. It was ultra spam. Amazing race taught me about many new areas. I appreciate the card JJ gave me today. Words in the card were from a sincere heart. :) Hence, if you still do not get what i mean, you have bad inference skills. Alright, if you have received a card from me this Christmas, please feel honored. Because whatever you read, are from the depth of my heart. But once again, i must say North C you guys are the best! :) This is one team where i saw how his grace and power moved in the hearts of people. Like what i said today, i don't care what people say who you guys are, to me all of you are worth His life and that is all that matters. :)
alright, this brings me to the purpose of my post. :)
Something hit me while i was sharing with the guys about the day God died today. ironic? Why will God even die? I guess you will know the rest of the story.
If God had ever sinned, then i think he did it once in the bible. It was on that cross, this is because he bore all of our sins on that very cross. After which, he went through hell for us.
Gosh, God sinned? He must be the most sinful man on earth that very day. On that very cross, all our sins pierced though his flesh. What took me away was this, if the fact that God hate sin has not been birth in you mind, let me do that for you. God hates sin. He detest it. It was sin that drew men away from God. Then take a moment to think about this, since he abhor sin, then when he was on the cross, didn't he carry the whole entire world sin? Does that means, he hated it? Think about it, would you eat a whole plate of shit that is smack in front of your face? No right? What about if it is the whole word shit that you had to eat it? Gosh, you hate it so much, what could possibly give you the courage to do such a thing? Likewise, what possibly gave Jesus that much courage to do that? He hates sin, what then made him carry it? Unconditional Love. :)
Gosh, it blew me away when i was sharing this to everyone. God, you love me. Hence, north c, i want you to always remember that you are worth Jesus life. That is all that matters. I seriously don't care what people label you as, let no one call you as loser or useless. For you are important in his eyes. Everyone is important to him. You are victorious in him. Hence as a family, let's continue to bring the truth to people who needs to comprehend this message. Life transformation is what we will see in this land.
Agenda done. :)
there are few things David has to motivate himself to do before school starts:
1. He needs to exercise
aiming to go for a 20km run, swim and everything. (How possible is it?)
2.4km timing to hit level 1.
2. He needs a haircut
which he needs to make time for that
3. He needs to complete his homework
Chemistry- 1/4 left
Math-1/2 left
GP- untouched
4. He needs to start mugging
5. He wants to see greater growth in North C. Each care group to hit their cg goals this wk:
NC1: 10/7/1
NC2:9/6/1
NC3+5:11/8/2
NC4:10/8/2
NC6:8/6/2
6. He needs to do stats now. :(
7. He has a great care group serving with him :)
Nicholas, Brandon, Xue Yong, Wei Loong, Wei Keat and Jian Hao. :) They add colors to his life.
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till the end;1:26 AM
