Friday, November 10, 2006
this blog has been silent for many days.too many days, that it cannot be counted.so silent, yet still beating.so white, but yet so plain.it doesn't matter to me, about what you think.it doens't matter to me, about how you feel.it doesn't matter to me, about how you smile.it dosen't matter to me, about how you frown.it doesn't matter to me, about the sadness in your face.it doesn't matter to me, about the tears that well up behind yours lids.so it doesn't matter anymore.what really matters is the smile on his face, not mine.it's about his expectation, not mine.he wants my best, not aces.thank you for reminding me.it's you that i'm running after, not grades.this examination have opened up my eyes.i have seen the dark side of human.sometimes, people just get so caught up in pursuing their aces, that they have forgotten about the friendship with God and man.can i live in a world of utopia.however, this only leads me to a conculsion.david, it's not about getting the grades that people expect from you, but it's about a smile on his face.he wants your best. :) it's not a fight, but a test of character.it's not a battle, but a paper.it's not the glory, but the smile. 10 papers left for this coming wk.shower me with your prayers, as i take this test of character. :)i love you, jesus.davidhoe!
till the end;9:56 PM
