Friday, October 13, 2006
come what may, untill the dying day. :)
droplets of perspirations developed on my neck, when i was searching frantically for a teaching few minutes ago.thank God, it was found. I had to heft those piles of papers- overstacking on each other, inorder to grab hold of the percious piece of paper. :) alright, time with God now.anyways, gosh. Jesus, for the past two days, i have been caught up in the heap of workload, tiredness and bed.how shall i describe my past two days to you? taxing, maybe. alright, firstly, i would like to thank you for letting all my sheep matured. I must say that i'm extremely impressed by their actions. Knowing that i have the dreaded examination in few weeks down the road, they offered to meet me at any location that will be near me.alright, God i have quite a number of thoughts this wk. And through these thoughts, ya have taught me lessons that are of greater value than diamonds. the truth about ministry is this, most of us have sore feelings towards problems but frankly speaking, we enjoy ministry. Most of the times, taking care of the group brings both joy and pain. :) More than that, everyone loves the ministry they are in. To see life transformation, is the greatest joy that delight in our hearts. Conviction is when interesection of what we know and what we believe. What are some convictions we anchor upon in this walk with you? :) i've been re defining my convictions on bgr this wk. :) If i were to sum it up, it will be this- open up myself to more choices. :) Make more friends. I shall not elaborate on it.In every race, there is a lesson learnt. Once we give up, the lesson will not be completed. Keep hanging on. :)Maturity is about the decisions we make. At times, our sinful nature hold us back from serving, but we have to choose to battle it out. What's our decision? see, it lies with thie point called convictions. What are anchoring our life upon? theortically speaking, his word. But we need to have certain convictions. Not just follow blindly.There is a distinct difference between a salesman that believes that his product is the best and one that does not. Likewise, for a leader. Are we convicted of what we are doing? :) convictions.Jesus, thank you. :) through these two days, i have also managed to catch up with few friends too. Though short, but i enjoyed the time spent. David ong, Joeseph lum, Step, Claire, wei song, jerld, jia yi, ting, joyce and Zinc. yups. God thank you for placing people around my life, especially in this season. :) Thank you for giving me a friend and shepherd that showed care.Dennies loh, in an attempt to be kind and help me with my studies, i rejected him. Because i saw no significance by showing him my papers. But i appreciate his act of kindness. Shepherd, thanks. Thoug at times, i barely understand, but well. :)Byran, thanks for praying for me, and even asked if there's anything you can help. I appreciate it too. God, i better head for bed now. Because, i'm meeting dennies tomorrow at 9.30am. oh yea, looking forward to meet melvin for dinner :) once again, thank you Jesus. Renew my inner man and refresh me. i love you,david hoe. <3
till the end;1:54 AM
