Thursday, August 24, 2006
a story about two friend of mine.let's call this person MY and the other SL.MY is an expressive person especially in showing love towards others.He lavished his love onto people through words and touch.When i first had a serious meet up with him, he seemed to have a heart of hunger.However, i could not see through those piles or words and actions.I was tricked into believing all those politically correct reasons.to my horror, i learn that i'm not the only victim.till today, i'm unable to comprehend the reason for his lying.those lies were one after the other.even when MY choose to leave, it was not a responsible act.i wonder, were there any foundation not rooted well.then came SL, who is rather interesting person.I knew this person through a class, and ever since then i spoke to SL.I heard from others that SL was not doing well at times.Once i had a chance to talk to SL on the way to bus stop.I'm glad SL listened.However, reading SL post.a sudden surge of anger flare up within me.i saw a misconception of God that made me felt disgusted!T concept of God was such that God is only concern about pople being leader not the being!i seriously mean WTH.you mean God doesn't care about your being?you mean we are some slave machine? hello. God cares enough to know how you feel but you don't care and talk with him.so whose fault is it?oh yeah. another character, S.MY messaged S today saying he has made up his mind.To my discovery, i realized that MS is in a relationship for months.One thing i can conclude by look at MS, is selfish.They are more concern about keeping the person to themselves rather than helping each other.Giving reasons like family, studies and friends are bullshit.Even so, if you were to leave because this church has damn high expectations.i urge you to read the bible.normal christian life.So now, i sincerely hope that MS will make a sound decision.at least i know God is moving. davidhoe
till the end;12:20 AM
