running the race.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

i was trying to make a formula about God few minutes ago, but in an attempt to do so, i failed.
GOD + LOVE = ME
GOD + FORGIVENSS= ME
GOD + GRACE = ME
GOD - LOVE = A PACK OF RULES
anyways. all of those equations are COMPLETELY WRONG.
WRONG WRONG AND THE GRAVEST MISTAKE! IT'S WRONG! FOR GOODNESS SAKE!

why are all of those equations completely wrong?
The very simple reason is this, God cannot be added with love, grace, peace, joy, hope and such, because he's God.
God is LOVE, FORGIVENESS, HOPE, PEACE and such.
So with or without me, he cannot be shortchanged.
Whether i have grown to be more christ like today or not, he does not change.
Get it? because he's God.
This is why the saying is true, in order to be more loving, just be with the person that is the author of love, Jesus.

maybe there's a formula that's true.
GOD + ME = SMILE
He smiles over me and likewise you too.
ME= ME. It means everything about you. Irregardless if you are a person that loves chocolate, sinning, smart, idiotic, handsome, shit like or whatsoever.
He smiles over us. =)
That simply truth brings me great content.
God smiles over me not because of what i can do, but who i am.

:) when will the smile ever be wiped off from your mouth?

That's for post no. 1. haha.

Post no. 2 :D

In this hectic society we are living in, Singapore, we hardly have any channle to pour out our emotions.
Don't talk about adults, even kids don't even have a channle to share with. :) poor kids.
The society demands from us quality work in a speedy time. Many of the times, work above feelings.
Well, i guess that we need not to be in army to taste pressure. But in our daily lives, right?
Therefore, i believe in leading by caring for the needs of our people first.
If not, the church will be no difference from the working world.
If every single call to our people is only about ministry, shepherding, confirmation then i guess we have lost the whole essence of church.
A family.
A family must behave and act like a family. Where true care is shown. When we will just asked of each other, 'How's ya day? Is everything going on fine with you?'

If not it will be more like a working group. :) and that sucks, for sure.

Post 3.
I think i'm insane. :) well, at least, for his sake.
I studied 8 hours straight today. Hell day.
I've counted the cost ever since i decided to keep on taking ministry. :)
so it's perfectly fine with me, though it's a mental torture.
My first part of the day was studying with sarah at Bishan.
First at Bishan macs then too CC. :)
After that, we met mimi for dinner at 7pm in newton circus.
we ate like some pig. :)
We had stringray, sotongs, some vegetables, Satay, chicken wings and rice.
Total cost: $40.50. we could not finished the food.
Then we head for town, paragon, coffee bean.
Chilled out and just talked cock.
i drank tea while they drank chocolate and some white drink.
we sat at those seats near the road, and i took some time to enjoy the music of the road.

A day of mental torture and chilling out with school friends.

post 4.
About sherman's care group.
this group has been pathetically same and dead for many weeks alright.
God did something this week. :) Something that we really believed, because of the state we are in, when it's accomplished we will be a inspiration to others.
how far north started with 2 people and a unit then a sub d.
They had very good contacts this week, and had a fruitful sowing.
God is moving in this group.

God himself wants to be glorified, and if we want to grow our group, why wouldn't he?
the problem lies with our motive. :)

the end of my long post for today.
david hoe

till the end;11:04 PM