running the race.

Monday, July 03, 2006

alright, i ought to be sleeping early tonight.
even as my fingers move over the spcious keyboard, concurrently my eye lids are getting heavier as the clock ticks.
according to what my senses tell me, i wanted to lie flat onto my bed with arms resting widely. Sinking into another dimension of reality.
but something just bothered my thoughts. i decided to make a post about it. =)

do we agree that many times in our life we are afraid to disappoint certain people?
take for example, when the household chores are still stacking over each, we are apprehensive that parents will be disappointed with us.
we are afraid to disappoint our teachers when we do badly for our test and such.
but it occured to me just now, are we afraid that we will disappoint God as well?
let's re-examine what i just mentioned.
why do we not feel afraid that we disappoint God by not being salt and light in our familes and studies? but more concern about disappointing others?
is it because of the self ego, to cover up the flaws in us?
pride that's holding us back from being real?
after thinking about this, i must say it's time that we start comprehend that God has feelings too.
he's not some doll for us to KICK and play with but he's GOD. not your DOG.

that's my thoughts! hahaha.

anyways, my poor foot are injured badly.
God please heal it.
it hurts like hell. =)

davidhoe

till the end;1:40 AM