running the race.

Monday, June 19, 2006

some might think that i'm mad.
the very reasoning to that statement is because, this is my third post within a day.
gracious, goodness me!
the owner of this blog, delcares the blog is alive.
he meant that he will try to blog more often as he can! =)

Children, are the most amazing and wonderful thing one can see and experience.
They asked questions that are strange to us. Idiotic questions? Irrelevant? Dumb?
Within the mind of thier own, they beg to differ.
i've comlpetely lost touch with that simplistic school of thoughts.
But i do fathom such amazing and innocent thoughts of thiers.

This just brings me to pounder deeper on my walk with God.
Sometimes, those funny questions we asked God, is just like the child.
God, why does all these things happen to me? Why are the outcomes not those i asked for? Where were you when i needed you? You said that ya will be with me, but i cannot seem to feel you!
These are the questions that simply runs within our mind. But God, doesn't think like how we, grown ups think.
he never thinks those questions that comes our from a heart of frustrations are idiotic.
yet, he says, 'i understand. Child, if only you will put all these aside. Perceive what i am doing then you will comprehend the reason for your situation. It's for your good that i'm doing all these.'

despite the stroms in my life, i never fail to see his hands. I agree that in those moments of rage, i fail to comprehend. But only when i put all those aside, i being to see what i never saw and comprehend what i never understood. Not only do i see and understand, but he guides me out of it.
Most of all, the love just saturate over me once again.

Father, this is a prayer that i want to make now.
Give me problems that i cannot handle. Give me hurricane. But most of all, please help me to see your hands and guide me through it. Saturate me with your love. I do not want a life that claws but i want a life that is living on the edge with you. This is what i ask of you now. Please, say yes to this prayer. =)
in your name i pray,
amen.

i dare to move up a higher level in my walk with God, do you?

davidhoe

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