running the race.

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

paroxysm of laughter

when will we step out of this facade of hypocrisy?

can we just be simple?
there is not a need to keep hiding anymore.
if ever one day, you were to realize this is how much i know.
then i guess we will be angry.
all this will never happen if we just throw our pride away and let's be real with each other.
i cannot believe myself, i trusted many but only to learn that many are living double life.
all i ask is that we be real with each other.
stop hiding behind the facade.
it hurts me enough to be kept in the dark.

something that i cannot comprehend.
why do i trust people so easily? i give this benefit of doubt easily.
thus people take hold of it.
anyways. that were just my thoughts on the bus just now.

brother's, let's be real.
i see no point in hiding.
maybe you do.

nvm. i am not going to give up in trusting people.
everyone deserves to be trusted.
But if you ever break my trust, i do not care how much it hurts.
all i hope is that ya will comprehend this word called, repentance.
it is because you matter, thus my heart will shatter when i find out the truth.
That's all i have to say.
let's be real and open. No hiding. =)
i still care.

the other side of my mind thinks i'm stupid.

anyways. God, i really glad to have jarvin in my life.
though we might have gone the peak and valleys but you were there.
I really appreciate him. =)
thank you, jesus.

alright, i shall quickly get change and go to campsite leh. =)
my school of thoughts.

davidhoe.

till the end;12:05 PM