Wednesday, June 14, 2006
mystified by being on this earth
these smiles are in a muddle.can we stack them up properly?if not people will think that our behaviours are a little bizarre and obnoxious!so it's time to stop, alright?eyes are shut,being submerged in the reservior of blood,then we forced the lids up and all we see are faces above of us.It seemed strange,these voices sounds familar but we only know red and white.fear gripped us instantly and we start to break forth in tears.within seconds a giant tender pole comes underneath our body.the streams of river flowing from our faces beings to reside.our heart stop beating that mercilessly fast.somehow we know they won't let us go from the poles.but they placed us in a comfort white sheet of heaven.it was then, we start to realise this feeling starts to build, trust.as the mini stick of ours grow to be some giant poles,we realised that the feeling we once had seemed to diminish,it's not longer common of us to place our trust in people.the surroundings have stole it away.keeping quiet is our source of weapon,but it's not helping.as days passed by, we find it even harder to trust people.left till the last pit,we can only trust oursleves.can't we be simple?simple enough to trust each other.should we still keep hiding?why should we doubt others?it seems that everyone has a secret motive behind those faces.could we just take off the hideous mask.i hate it! =) take it off!let's just be real and learn to trust each other.people may have broken ya very trust,but have we ever thought about how we broke Jesus trust, time and time again?what was his respond?Stop trusting us, no way!since we have recieve the ultimate level of trust by him,why do we still find it hard to trust other.i just wish that we can learn to trust each other.i'm glad to have jarvin, matthew, melvin, aaron and more plpe as my friends.i know they do trust me. =) if you guys are ever reading this, let's continue to be real with each other. =)please do not hide anymore. =) i'm certain they will not. cause i trust them.alright! haha. that was another RANDOM post again!haha.anways i was talking to jin qi abt this question just nw.WHO IS JESUS TO YOU?well. it has indeed occured to me that many people answer is FRIEND.in fact, i seldom hear people say that JESUS IS MY LORD!nothing wrong! because i know in our hearts, jesus is also our lord, isn't he?but the first respond shows the need of us, humans.a true friend. =)not someone to command us. =)so this is interestingly found in christianity! =) yup.alright! i shall stop here!it's been long since i last did such a LONG POST!haha.david
till the end;12:25 AM
