running the race.

Saturday, June 17, 2006

is this the usual way that you deal with me?

i stand at the peak of this mountain now,
the water level is rising,
the polar caps are melting,
it will only be a matter of time,
that deluge of floods.
just a matter of time.

peering to the best of my ability,
i'm still handicapped in reaching out to you,
disappointment starts to rise to the brim,
overflowing will only be a matter of time,
a crack is on the verge of developing.

i know what is to be done,
but i fail to do it.
weakness has engulfed me,
and i'm still cannot see you.
the water level reaches my body now,
where are you?

i have done wrong to leave you,
the heart is asking for forgiveness,
i shouldn't have run up to the peak of mountain.

pillars or strength has broken down,
darkenss has enraptured within me.
fear creeps in and overthrows the peace.

can you see the broken line?
the crack has enlarged.
please, take me home.
i want to go home.
send me your angles and bring me back.

fire, fall down.
fall on me, i pray.
let me see your heart.
and keep me there.
let the aroma of love glue me down now.

humans are just weird,
though i'm one of them.
trusting people may never be a good thing.
because we trust them to the extend that we are unable to dy/dx a joke from truth.
jokes keep me thinking.
well. certain things are really not worth my keep at all.
certain animals are not meant to be kept with you.
like a donkey.
let it run wild. =)
goodbye, donkey.

God, i know you comprehend what i just typed.
thanks for being my all time friend.
i know you are alive.

david

till the end;12:39 AM