running the race.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

i feel it burning deep inside of me
i feel your spirit is moving around me
i hear your voice
you are calling me closer
i know that you are hear
you are calling me closer

and i will
love you with all of my heart
jesus
i will love you with all of my soul
jesus
i will love you with all of my mind

those words were what i heard over the ear phones few minutes ago.
and i pray that my heart will always sing that.

well. it was a dreadful day, wasn't it?
simply because i kept sleeping.
firstly, i woke up at 11 odd.
with a sudden surge of motivation since last night, i desired to study.
i sat at the study table and did work for awhile.
after 20mins, i complied to the bed.
not long after, i was chained to it.
didn't know i had the ability to be such a pig.
well. haha. nvm

but the two highlights of the day were joel and matthew.
met joel for shpding today.
anyways, he went through a 18 points lesson, okay!
it's not easy yeah! haha.
but he did it! haha

anyways, i was refeshed with what i taught today.
the question is not how much you understand, but how much have i obeyed God?
so what if we know a whole pile of bible?
so what if we know methods to grow our group but we are not even obedient to christ?
how have i been more obedient to chirst today than yesterday?
if jesus is not lord of your life, he's not lord at all.
yeah. honestly, i do not give respect to people who knows a lot but their life sucks.
i mean, i cannot even see any inch of christ likeness within them?
so yup. i seek to live an obedient life style.

after meeting joel for 2hrs odd,
i went to town in an attempt to study.
firstly, i fell asleep AGAIN on the TRAIN.
my goodness. i think there a PIG demon within me.
slay it!
haha.
crap.
well. i managed to study in the end at le meridian alone.
not bad.

after which, i met matthew at nine pm in PS.
oh yeah. we went to ben and jerry.
i feel FAT.
haha. =P
well. he said something that made sense to me,
it goes something like that.
'you are giving too much. you add strenght but they do not. if this continues, you may even backslide one day.'
well. it made some sense to me.
friendship is also abt adding strength upon each other. =)
yeah.

had a quite interesting sms with leon not long ago.
God i want the fruit of spirit to be more evident in my life!
self control and peace!
whee whee.
haha

that's all for today!
david hoe
MOO MOO.

till the end;11:26 PM