running the race.

Sunday, June 25, 2006

huge white edifice.

weird are those habits of the wild we see.
intense aghast pile over each other when our naked eyes glanced into their lifestyles.
strangely, i realised that humans do have some peculiar habits too.
maybe it's only me.
i tend to enjoy bleeding and wounds.
This does not imply i have a fever over bleeding profusely.
The first few minutes of pain, when the wound exposed is simply indescribable.
Once they cyrstal clear water touches it, the facial expression of one depicts tremendous hell.
simply excruciating.
Just because to get the trill of instant feeling of open wound, we pay the price of screams and such.
therefore, i still think i have peculiar desire.

anyways, school is going to start in few hours.
a feeling of depression washed over me.
i'm unable to join my guys in catching fishes for his kingdom.
by the time i end school, 4pm, the fishes swim to new york city alrdy!
on the other hand, i feel rest assured.
because of God and also i've a great team of MAN that will not give up!
i'm proud of all of them! =)

anyways. northwest had our first ever cl retreat today.
it was not cheap thrill and fun.
it was held at sentosa. =)
250 here we come!

so as i came hme, i asked God this question.
'eh. God i do not to set a goal by my own human limitations. GIve me your direction. What's the numerical goal for this group? how do you want me to do it?'
honestly, i'm sick and tired of attaining something by my sheer effort.
i want his guidance.
suddenly, this number 16 hit me.
for no apparent reason.
well. to cut the whole long story short.
God reminded me of this passage.
and pay attention to V16.

14 The LORD turned to him and said, "Go in the strength you have and save Israel out of Midian's hand. Am I not sending you?"
15 "But Lord , [a] " Gideon asked, "how can I save Israel? My clan is the weakest in Manasseh, and I am the least in my family."
16 The LORD answered, "I will be with you, and you will strike down all the Midianites together."

i'm not going to explain.
=) he leads, i follow.

davidhoe.

till the end;11:51 PM