Friday, April 07, 2006
hefty - what a hefty load upon my shoulders =x
("<) well. i'm not very certain about the length of this post.Disclaimer before anyone of you reads it:1- This post has nothing to do with whether i'm pink or blue in my walk with God. 2- These are just spectrum of thoughts.3- I still do love jesus, don't i? =)well, to begin. Weeks and days have past since last saturday. Some call it a week while other calls it seven days. To me, it has been a hefty week though since sunday. God is indeed full of his humour in many things he does in my life. Infact, many times, i am unable to comprehend his reasoning for his doing. But well.. Just flow with his plans and nothing will go wired. As i being to step a day closer to heaven, i learn that life isn't that simple as i thought it was. Personally, i realized it's a journey that is sordid which makes me want to run in an opposite direction. Questions bombard my naked mind as i took a long hual home just now. Been thinking about life. =) The child like innocent seems to shatter into pieces as the weight of the world press me down. Sometimes i feel like taking an alternative route, run away. Life encaved with many issues. =x There goes a saying, 'When we look at people, we will be stress. When we look at ourselves we will be distressed. When we look to God, we will be at rest!' What a mind blowing statment. Isn't it true? =) i agree with the statement though. I have one simply conclusion, i'm fallible. Life has made me so vulnerable to situations. I'm know i'm no longer infallible as who i thought i once was till today. I'm fallible. God, you have to so clearly keep watch of me. Do not let me fall of from your hands. =) Since i was out with jarvin this evening, and again he was late, i started to pounder about this thing called, friendship. I thought about the wonderful friends God has given me. As i just sink into deeper thoughts, i thank God for three special person in my life. =) Darly, ong and lee. They have been great pals of mine while servin God tgt in north. thank you for being there when i needed all of you the most. You guys have taught me wonderful lessons about friendship. =) well. my buddies too. Sometimes, i really hope things would be diffrent frm now though. =) still, he's in control =)well.those are just my thoughts.hehe. oh yah. i was glad to bump into ong,lum and jess at yck today after my swim of 16laps today non-stop. I have still have far away frm 100! haha. =) cool huh. yeah. that's all for today man! not much leh!david
till the end;11:55 PM
