Friday, February 17, 2006
stentorously
I'm taking this time to blog to abstain from the current world that swirling at a rapid velocity in circular motion.The form of relaxation just brings my heart beat down. =) haha. as my thoughts for my blogging are still clustering together, i remember vividly that this week there was a 'person' who enunciated my name loudly across the hall with an excitment shown through 'he/she' gesticulation which made 'him/her' look superfically imbecile. I was like raising my eyebrown at then with a incredulous look because i could not believe asinine still exsist nowadays. That's just a thought that puffed out in my mind out of the deep red sea. =)Something munchy i learn this week through in depth thinking with God. =)As i was sitting under the rectangular glass sheltering my buddy and me from the rain if there were any. We talked about many stuffs that had occured or are occuring in out lives at the current state. Time was a word that was temporaily ommitted from out conversion at that moment. Suddendly i was awestruck by a thought. Think about this word called Trust.Then i came to realize that trusting in God does not mean we will know the end point result because if we know then it's term as wait. Tursting God means that we will rely on him and the outcome does not mean it MUST be what we hope for but it's God's best which might not flow with what we hoped for. When one says he/she is tusting God, he implies that he will trust God for the best outcome that the lord can give at that point in time and he/she is not demanding that God ought to give us according what we hope for.As i continue to sink deeper into my school of thoughts, come to think of it, if we actually live our life in a scope of trusting in God then we have actually nothing to lose but it's a win win situation. Let's take for example we view an issue in this angle of perspective.Say a leader has a goal and if he hits it and trust God, then he will praise God and rejoice.If a leader does not hits his goal but has trusted God since the start of his ministry, what happens is that through that very event the person life emanates a greater level of trust. But if a leader who only leads according to experiences, what happens is that if everything fails, the leader is surely at a losing end. Nothing left for the leader to cling on. In my final analysis, trusting in God cannot be infused at waiting. =) The moment when we say we want to trust God it allude to God i will take whatever is your best for me in my life. (",) interesting.As i sat down this evening at Ah mei coffeehouse at bishan, the rounded chair made of wood made my back felt uncomfortable. The circular table made of marble which shows the little fleck of our image onto the table. Then i took out my usual materials for my retreat day. Then i was dumbfounded by how faithful God has been in my life this week. The gesticulating blessings such as parent's mum drives me to school and more.. =) Thank you Jesus.God is indeed faithful. Or simply put he will not let ya off unattended. =) He will take care of you. david hoe =)
till the end;11:54 PM
