running the race.

Friday, October 28, 2005

permute

sinking into the gazing of the deep dark cloudly sky, a thought flashes through his mind, 'Who permutes my whole entire life?'. The intensity of thought was disturbed by a pronouncing sound that reverberates through the walls.

Things might be quite draining at times. Problems do suck away much energy from one. Being downcast seems like an option for one. It feels so damn lousy when things do not sail the path that you set the route to be. But you sure know that the waves will lead it to some land one day. Sometimes we do make mistakes by leashing out at areana we should have not. It just simply overtakes us. The devil is that smart enough to permute it in such a way that his only method is to make you feel damn lousy. 'His' ways. Do not let the problems suck ya life away. When problems come, it's a sign of growth. It's a time for character refining. =) I'm still in the process of it.

Thinking through of what had happened today to me. I know that smile will be there. =) It's really great to have friends that really know hoe you feel deep within you. To have friends that know you toned down while you do not even realized. Simply just comforts me to know that God has still been blessing through people. Those little things people do like a sms? lame joke? it helps. Thanks pals! esp. melvin, brand and bruce. =)

I know it's a period of growth. I know his hands well. HE'S STILL CARRYING ME! Things will work out! God i'm thankful for blessing me so i can be a blessing to others too. =)

i love you jesus.

David

till the end;12:11 AM