running the race.

Thursday, July 28, 2005

it wasn't ebullience that engulfed me that few moments ago.
Total fear and anxiety just gushes through my vains.
'why?' always resounds in my mind after those incidents that i wished i will have never been there.
Though i may not fall. But i am disgusted.
Somethings i really wonder why did God made my life so 'special'?
I know it's for his glory. =) I really hate it going through battles, running away and just cannot be like any other person.
As i typed i this entry. the sound from simple plan just resounds in my mind.
'.. on the verge of breaking down..'.
It's not that i'm going to break down or something. But God i just wished that i was not there at that certain timing.
I can cling on to you. =) smile!
nevertheless God always send saviour to me. Thank you mr lumpy for saving me by the grace of God. =) thank God for you.
Just glancing through all those happenings. i must say that 'God, you have seen me through.'. Thank you jesus. =) I love you.
well. actually i wanted to blog some other stuffs but seems like my mood was destoryed by the most disgusted event of the day. =/ whaha.
oh yeah. i exercise today. atoned for my sins. whaha. ate a lot recently. i swam 12 laps. and went to the gym. whaha. a sense of achievement. claps.
david

till the end;11:48 PM