the truth is that i'm a nobody and nothing. I pounder upon my simple life today and i'm just stupified or dumbfounded. The searing pain of Jesus's death on the cross made me realize how unworthy am i. What led me to such thinking today? I spoke with one of my sheep and we had a chat on certain roaring question that he has. The root was simply simple but the finite mind could not precieve initially. Only God could come in and does his work. Holy spirit did rings a question in my heart to post to my sheep and without hesistant i obeyed the spirit. Finally the truth were all piece up and it was unexpected. It's really God. Then after we left i went to starbucks and further think deeper. =) then did i realized that God love my sheep and me. Why? Just picture this with me. If he did not activate the gift and i won't be able to speak it. It's God and i'm just his mere servant that he choose to use. So once again i'm thankful. God thanks a lot. =) yeah.