well.. sitting frozen infront of this computer and typing out what had happened today. well. currently now i'm at jun yao house. haha. i went to river valley shopping centre starbuks for retreat just now. well.. told God how i felt. Many things have happened recently. well. i got to know myself better that's all i can say. I hope the people around me will be even more stonger in God after their testings. well. i really am grateful to God for what he has done in my life. I wonder how i life will be without all of the,. The pursue of fun will come to an end one day but the pursue of Godly relationship with each other is everlasting. Is it a worthy cause and i do not regret it at all completely. really. God i askd that everyone around me will experience you like how i do. It's a foolsih thing to levae you isn't it? i think so. What purpose can i chase after? an endless chase that brings you nowhere. Gazing upon this dramatic life all i can say it's i am in a race that is worhthy. Thank YOu jesus. I love you! well.. thank YOu.