running the race.

Monday, May 23, 2005

the very first thing that i am going to do and nothing will hinder the burning desire within me now is to type out what had happened over the 2 days. well.. i'm not doing it because i have nothing else better to do. i want to remember whatever i have encountered with the one that's simplily magnificent and glorious!
Firstly, i'm unreservely convicted that i need to constantly fall back into his very first love. well. come to think of it dudes.. SPRING? well. is it really about enabling you with the appropriate skills as their primary goal? nah. i doubt. The message was simlpy clear. It's all about your relationship with your creator and king. The proximity of you and him will evoke a unspeakable growth that will surpass many generations! God is neither cocern about your intellect nor your skills first. He's concern is about your walk with him. Keep falling in love with him again. Fall freely with arms wide open. The hands that you fall into will be a hand of complete joy and comfort! Have you forgotten about your first love for chirst? Why are you doing what you are doing? Is it because of your love for chirst or simply because the ability you posses? Let's bang back to our fundamental reason why we are here doing what we are still doing is because of his love.
Care group life is not just care group meeting! we have to create the atmosphere of love and fellowship in our CG.
I am very gald that through this retreat, God renewed the people in the church!
One point personally i would like is that knowing and beliving is seriously 2 diffrent things. Let's understand from the concept below:
we all know that God's kingdom will be established in our area of spheres, don't we? But my question is how many of us do actually internalise it and really believe that it will come to pass? bang. cut the act of just nodding heads but let's dare to belive for things to happen! Let's believe that victory will be upon us and claim it!
As of now, North B C and E let's work towards 60 by end july! Let's rise up in FAITH! a new generation of leaders chossen by God! Let's see the flooding of harvest this week! Never lacking in faith and zeal! Push all the way forward! Together we can! Willingness is the key! God is with Us dudes!
personally i want to continue to keep watch over my spiritual life especially to be kept in his love and grace! i want the proximity between him and me! jesus rocks my world.. huh? how he rocks it? well. just chnaged my life around.
phew. i enjoyed the fellowship in this refresher thingy. well. firstly this is my first time being a usher. well. lvib made a comment that we should join. haha. well. i really enjoyed the bonding we had like games during first day as whole north played some games. haha. then also first time my guys and me strolled up and down town after 12. and we went to bang bang bang. haha. sought of funny lah.
Samuel is really one brother that has a heart to see people to know God and wants to bring people to this family. I found out this characteristic in him after a overnight chat cum studying till 4 plus then i doze off. can you imagine? He slept at 7am. elo.. it's like he was mugging his chinese stuffs. whoo.. so inspire to even study. haha. this makes the jcs plpe too. they were studying real hard till they fell asleep. cool.. Claps to smauel. i pray that God will continue to enable a person with big heart for God! we need people like him! A new generation of leaders let's rise to our calling! =)
Whoo. this refresher helps me to know raphelp more. well think i got his name wrongly. the central guy lah. well. we played amusing race together and i would just describe that he is a focus person! very good! kingdom needs focus people! whoo. then he's also a sharing brother! haha. took food for me. and we ate a mountains of oranges. haha. well. he's one that dares to attempt. well. we wacked doing push ups after the race. we perspired like we just got into a drench. haha.
Through this refresher i manage to know new people too. and moreover i'm glad that the reminder of first love pirece through the naked heart of mine.
Feeling over the moon. My heart grows fonder when you left. JESUS! i just want you.
One prayer of mine is that let me fear that you will leave me. i want you!
yeah.. well. long blog.
well. can start doing some stuffs now. hoho..
David

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