running the race.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

i've finally have time to air things out a little. Cannot believed the fact that i mused over a coordinare geo question for more than 1/2 an hour. The never burn out flame just won't give up till i get to the solution. Then again i have to admit defeat now. I tried but somehow it seems not to get it. It's last year question during november paper 2 question 11. I have this guard that something is lacking in the question or the usage of vectors or even similar triangles. Somehow.. i still can't figure it out. i am not going to make a mountain out of this mole. What's the use? decided to ask teacher tomorrow. Yeah. What a day for me. Time files in a glimpse of an eye. Never know what to expect from the earth. A undecisive planet i am living on. This is just a place where i will be staying for a while. Not that long. I am glad that God has been showing himself faithful in my life. Now that he's in my life everything completely change. Tremedously. Actually i am a novice in life transformation but it's he who is not that enable me too.
Yeah. What a day i had today. Seriously. God rewards the faithful. If you do your best God wil do the rest.
alright. For those who REALLY know me, you know how delightful my chinese can get, can't ya? It's so wonderful that the marks are like the roses that are red. Maybe i will say that it attributed to the fact of the not up to date experience of the farmer. I am like a flower being water with the warmth of God's love through people. But somehow a gardener that pours water of me seems to be a wrong bucket of it. Chinese teacher that can't teach. Yeah though she maybe in this line for years but methods do change, don't they? So precisely for past months i suck damn bad at the horrific sight ot the excurciating colours of marks i get. 20/60 or even 15/60. Put it this way, i actually wanted to give up hope on it and drop chinese bah. thank God for my wonderful buddy: jarvin. he spur me to do well in chinese. Which was like less than a week ago? Alright. I then decided i will try one more time. As hard as i tried, things does not seems to get anywhere better. few days more to mid years. what hack am i doing? I tried. But failed. The God sent a chirstian chinese teacher into my path today and how i wish she is my chinese teacher. She gave me private coaching from 3-5? yeah. I thought it's like 30 minutes when she will just cover the format but she made me memorized it. Phew. I really appreciate it. Thank You God that you did not give up hope on me when i feel like hang chinese in the mid air. Thank you. It starts with that chinese dict that jarvin lend me and it keep me on going till today. So i want to tell my dearest buddy that he's appreciated in my life. But my love language is still time. haha.. not gifts. yeah. yeah. yeah. hmm.. i will go and do some mugging for chem and chinese before i call it a day.

Thought of the day:
Apple by nature can be green or red but being red it means it's sweet then green is sour. What can this apple do if colours are gone? Will it retain it's chacteristics? The outer that feels that inner contirbutes.

David

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