i am sitting frozen on my chair in front of my computer. Owls have passed through past few nights and i have not crack time in the furnace to blog. It's downright carelessness that sometimes things sliped off my mind. So i am here blogging this instant. ranching heat beats kept going on as if it was on some drugs just know. the completion of the typing out of teaching for DMM and planning for meeting tomorrow took me a span of 3 days to complete it. due to the claustropobic (very limted time) experience i have to spilt my workload to 3 days to complete it. Phwe. God made a rainbow for me through the darkest period of my life recently. Speak of ministry, stuides on hand prpjects this week really exhuast me as if was running a increasing accleration race. phew. took a retreat yesterday night and God is ultra divine to me. hmm. it's a very long story. it drain a lot from me this few days but that meet up with him was so... DIVINE! pas116 cause time to stand still for few spilt seconds. Tears of joy flow out from my heart that did not transmit my eyes. thank You. He just is faithful. yeah. Like the tsunami, no one know when will it happens ans similary it goes for my unraving life as well. things will come when i least expected. but all i learn is just to TRUST. yes. it's a fallible world, isn't it? i am very blessed with few more things. haha.. share unleash it all out today. first and foremost, i love my buddies. thanks for being with me. Thanks Jarvin. for standing with me and suprring me on through the race. In my down times, God send you to challenge me and remind me. We will finish this rcae together! Thanks matthew! for being a listening ear! thank you all! i love both of you! God simply i feel like i just had anastaic when i look at them. it's like God.. thank you for placing them in my life. I love my buddies. to end this race well, we need good friends with us! like my shepherd. oh my dearest dearest shepherd. Both of you really care for me. When ya knew i has tons of workload today, you went to the mile to help me source out the notes for teaching even though i have done it. BUt i really appreciate you prisicilla! I love you both! i know you all care. through that question that you send. on how's my project. God my opened mouth happened when i gaze upon your faithfulness in my life. oh mine oh mine... seriously thank you for placing such wonderful classmates i haev in class. thank you for sending ben or benson? not sure which one who have helped me a lot in my portfoilo for pool thingy in my school. thank God fro them that he helped me do all the slides in powerpoint and all i do was to give him the infor. thank You... looking back at the track of my life many times the unthinkable happened. If i had not choose to live a life of obediece lats 2 yrs i don't think i will be here today. All these temporal fame i want to redirect it back to you. yeah. this life is just amazing. OHHH... thank you God! our confirmation is like 13 today! we hit goal! yeah! but not enoough! we want more! the final one is to hit 15! 2 more! kick the 6 adn bring the 7! for each Cg! yeah... i know that you will work! all we need is to push our selves and STRETCH OUR LIMIT!!!! yeah! yup yup. i really feel so blessed. Surrounded by a wonderful of sheep with me and my dmm. God just want to say 'Thank You'. You have been faithful to me! thanks! I love you! singing i love you!