running the race.

Sunday, March 06, 2005

in my loneliness, you are there. Jesus i long for you. in my despair you showed your love for me. i long for you.
thinking of eccentric life i have seen. eccentric refers to weird right? so as i was saying, that in this demanding life, he has always been there for me. i am no skeptic towards his love now. It has embraced me that i am sercure. Life has never been the same with Jesus. axiomatic changed lifestyle. Thank you for being there for me. Especially in my despair. You were there. Your love keeps me probe deeper of clinging on towards you. i longed for you. It's in my despair that you came and found me. How stupified am i about what you have done for me.
Looking at the sky, poundering if things will work out and if it does not how am i going to answer everyone. Initinally i meant a faith Goal and it is. 2 digit goal which was worthwhile celebrating for. Cold bucket of water poured over my spirit when i heard that new was not pleasing to my ears. To make matters worse i was not able to contact my group memebers. Felt much agonised. I still told God this during prayer meeting. ' God i have done whatever i could. I know you are faithful. I will trust you.' Marvellous is he, isn't it? Then after prayer meet, i saw wei feng with his friend, i jumped for joy and dashed towards his and welcome him. My heart was in a state of 2. Trusting God was simply the key. Gazing across the row i remembered that our goal was 2 digit. Mind me. it's only 9. Felt confused. nOt that much then. I still was grateful and trusted him. Just 5 minutes before sermon offically started, Jian hao showed me a sms that he is going to fetch and on visitors. I was over joyed. Over Elated. Yes. we hit 10. can you believed it? our confirmation seriously sucks. But it proves that let Go and let God. It's never melancholy to serve the king. After all he is the king. yes. then after which there was a convert. from cresent. hello. why am i talking abou that school. because it was teck yang sister. phew. trust God man. serious. i am also very glad to see how God has transfomed lives in the church. Glad to see the persistent sprit that does not wants to be finite by circumstance. yes. i cried holy you are holy.

God is faithful. oh yah. also caught up with jarvin over the phone just now. a great buddy that loves God. i love my buddies and sheep. =) in my loneliness you are there.

i love you

Davidpeter

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