Tuesday, February 22, 2005
utopian thinking. not there yet but i'm still working towards it. santicfication will be the final product. i am not emancipated as i am living in a era that has freedom of choice. Thus i choose to make choices for kingdom benefit. yes. was thinking that if we would want to live our life to it's fullest, might as well live to the cream. superlative life. though i may not be polymath by surely i know that his ways are higher than mine. yup. thank God for what had happened today. especially care group. phew. things aren't the same anymore. harvest i asked of you lord. sometimes let's just learn this statement. Let Go and Let God. yeah. who's the boss? it's him. Having been living on this planet earth i really appreciate what God has done for me in my life.yeah. a thought just spins and rush through my mind just a moment ago. yes. i heard this comment when chatting with one of my considered good friend to me in school. so it's like we sat on the bus and i cna't remember what i told him and he told me that one day your closest friends will backstab you as there are no real friends in this world. he is one that has lots of friends but came with such a conclusion. Instantly, i told him 'No!'. i do not agree with him. i have true friends in church. i love them. i do not see them as being taken advantage off. people like my sheep, matthew, jarvin, brandon and my shepherds. and more. then i also heard a song by ssimple plan recently entitled 'thank you'. It goes a part that thank you for showing me that best friends cannot be trusted. dots. it's like hello. is there no true friends? to make matters worse today my teacher that there are not much friends left in this world. people are taking advatage over one another. then i seriously makes me feel so blessed to have such a bunch of people whom i loved and treasure a lot. yeah. buddies and sheep. yeah. so glad. i wonder about them. but for me i still love God. yeah.hmm.. it's five mintues after ten which means i haev to start mugging. i hear ss, geo and dt calling me. oh yeah. today i decided to go to these few jcs. if God wants me to change i will. RJC, NJC, CJC or ACJC. yeah. and i'm trying for c.math, f.math and physics. i know it's a crazy combination but then i enjoy it. haha.. still have long way. haha.. but it was like discussed with my friend who also wanted to go ACJC. haha. but then i am not doing it for self. if i have to change i will.what a long entire today. time to mug and mug.david
till the end;9:55 PM
