Wednesday, December 15, 2004
uncertain. fear. dispair. out of this 3 words, what descirbes me the most since this morning? uncertain. though i may not be certain where will i be heading to, i am certain that my creator holds the best for me. Be first or like the stream. Never once did anyone did it before. Will God use me? even if he do not, i do know he knows it is the best for me. My heart stand firm! Do not be moved! i want to love only one! Jesus! the pursue of knowledge can overpower God. But i will never want to. I do not want to make mistakes again. I love God! Many times i feel uncertain about what God tells me to do but i am certain that he is there. Keep me in your hands.
Was spending some time making some CG gifts for the CG that i'm visiting tomorrow. i find it interesting. I did my best though my art seriously can barely make it. spend 2 hours. haha.. think i was on a burget today. think i spend less than 3dollars today. i was so dumbfounded when i caculated how much i spend. Gave out 9 invites card today. cool. one was quite responsive. haha.. met matthew along and was quite unexpected.
blessings:
1- the drink that God blessed through matt
2- Food treat from joe
3- had someone to share how i felt about this friday
4- GAve finish all the 9 cards
5- one more to go to hit goal!
6- got back in contact with one of my pen pal from other country over mail.
Davidpeter
Love ya jESUS!
till the end;11:18 PM
