back to the mood of blogging. haha.. thanx God i'm not him or else i will be so emotional. i simply can't believe this! Camp is like few hours only. whao. just reached home. nah.. wasn't slacking but rather preparing the word. Thanx God for his blessing of being at jOE hSE. or else will be dead. Not that far fetched. Yup! seriously God has been faithful to me. His ultimate love for me is protection. i am blessed. do you know that many or us are quite susceptible by what ohters do and it cost us to bring down the measuring rod in our life? many times it's like peers. It has been all along our destiny to build God's church. That we live by one standard only. A irrevocable standard. which is the word. Problems are there to bring our attention to God. yup! i enjoy typing down so pointers that flashes through my mind! can't belive this that central, east and west are having camp now in diffrent venue. Our's will be tomrorow. Oh i sort of figured out that north east camp is this saturday, sunday and monday! whao.. that damn rocks i think. haha.. truth be it is that i pray that God will use all the minister in the whole youth in this camp. That after this charge, we will see HSJC people coming out the 3rd service! Overflow! flow and flow. haha.. i ENjoy life with JesUS. was thinking of this today, i have been in hope for let's say's close to 5 years. Ther were times where i felt high and times when i felt low. After all, i have mature through all this year. I was telling few of my close friends in church that i screwed up my life. If i didn't know jesus i think it will make matter worse. will i leave God? i do not want to. i love God and the church. My prayer is still i will be never leave jesus! i will always be with him through the ups and downs. Tahnx God!