Thursday, November 25, 2004
Jeopardize
AMbIValent describes me at certain points in my life. Transitions do come in, don't they? But one greatest blessing i think is that God is with me in those decisions that i have made or even going to make. YUp! Results are coming out soon. I have dreams. But do i want to jeopardize my plan or even distort it? nope i don't. Thoughts do come in, don't they? but as for me i really want to take captive of every thoughts i have and make it obedient to christ be it decision making. Christ like mindset exhort me to actually probe deeper in why i want to achieve what i desire to. Yep! and i'm glad that i've found christ. was poundering of a question today. what if my life was without christ? haha.. basically think i will pursue studies. then again life it's not about just studying but knowing the creator of all. so i'm grateful for being called cum chossen by him. whao..
Oppsss... did i not mention that i went to watch the 'incredibles' today at plaza sing. with jian hao, si yua and chicky which was obivously our contact. damm nice. haha.. ermm.. when was the last time i caught a movie at the cinema? ermm. think months? that was with matt. we watched the exorcist if i'm not wrong. Yup then we headed for some local area network game-LAN gaming in cyberdome. Yup. This contact is a blessing from God. I thank God for being faithful by sending all these plpe to my life. YUp!
Was thinking over this statement as i was walking home. I don't want to do things out of ritual. but rather out of my love for him.
sometimes i wonder that as pastoral leaders, we spend most of our time on the field and leave our house relatively early and come home late. What if one day there is a change? like you won't need to go out that early? will there be a void? That's why i exhort all to serve God with a clear focus and mind. Getting things clear.
I wonder aremost serving God because they just want to fit in their time or they are doing all these bascially because of they love God?
haha.. think some may not understand the point i am trying to deliver. As i think it is bad sentence structure. Yep! but i do hope you get what i meant. which is don't serve God just because you want to fit in your time. But with the reason that you love God. i suspect that those who does that are work alcholics. haha.. which i used to be one! haha..
DAVidPeTeR
till the end;10:57 PM
