I felt ambivalent when i decided to stay home today from the morning till 3.30pm. that was like the first time in this year. I was mesmerised by what i did. It was an impediment towards me. Take time to enjoy few hours being at home. Manage to spend my time fruitfully at home. did some readings(newsweek), planning and type of a student notes for shpeherding which i had at 5pm. The lesson was growth lesson from paul- zeal. Yup! manage to at least spend it fruitfully! YUp! haha.. thus all those are a blessing. OMG! i tried the double filet of fish today! 1st time in my life! haha.. think there are quite some first time in my life today things that happened! tHat rox! YUp! according to agenda shepherding was supposed to end at 7pm but instead it dragged for good to 7.30pm. haha.. that's so fun! then i head home. read nesweek again on bus. Now my knowledge of the world is expanding. stem cells heard of it? haha.. read and you will figure it out! haha.. oh know what? it's a blessing that we are going to play lan tomorrow at amk with contacts and plpe. haha.. cool.. but tell ya the truth i sux at it big time. haha.. but who cares? God will anointed me! i will just do my best he will do the rest! haha.. so tomorrow think i will be exercising again! haha.. wonder should do gym or run? haha.. still in ambivalent state. haha... God is still faithful.